tricia i can;t believe that it's been over a month now. I still remember when anthony told me and i asked farber about it and he cried. I have never seen him cry before. Then a few days ago I saw an reece's facebook that he posted the whole story about you two, i had know idea that you two were engaged. I know you would have looked beautiful in your wedding dress. I wish i could have made it to your wake and then your funeral but i guess you were watching me and saw that i was sick. at work we still know your there. Actually we've noticed things disappear and those monsters always seem to vanish right after anthony or jerrid put a new box of them in there. Jerrid just hurt his knee and I really hope that you are watching him. Jaren made me laugh during ki yi, he was joker and I thing that cheered alot of people up. That guy is so upbeat and he's really helping reece. Reece is taking it hard I know, we all know. I was going to talk to him but I dont think he really likes me after what apparently happened on that ny/dc trip. to his then girlfriend, which i did nothing to her. I saw a picture of tony and heathers little boy emmit, his hair looks just like yours.

you showed me that there are people out there that are nice and aren't judgemental.

I also found out that one of my friends dad just died from some heart problems. They shouldn;t have happened to a 53 year old thats too young. I know alot of people are helping her right now.

the reason why im writing this is well i already posted this onto my other account and i really want to include something about tricia on here.she was the nicest person around and you never see them anymore. Honestly if anyone even thinks about making fun of this fuck you already. this is ment to be respectful, but maybe you don't have any manners. Honestly send me your comments or even email me zxxshelxx@aol.com. I really dont care But I know there are people that are really immature and just glare at people who arent like them and dont act like them. get up and actually try to get to know others. Life is too short. I realized this by tricia and by cassie haydal her story is here [link]

Well i'm a junior now which means I have a bunch of choices to think about. First off college. I already of an idea of what i want to do. But the college I want to go to is perfect Sothwestern minnesota, or Moorehead. The other one in northern state, but i don;t like the town......its too cold. But i'm trying to have. ANd i'm so glade that I get those three precious art classes this year and that open block. Also my once lost love of writing. I;ve already hand written a story that's not even halfway done story thats a spin off of twilight. Its an oc and I really hate wrting oc stories but this one I like. Also a spin off of Morganville vampires. Both are 20 pages hand written and still going.